I know no one will see it, but still. I was in a situation where I was literally obsessed with the fact that I have ADHD, I could not focus on anything for a second, it seemed that tons of coffee were the only thing that relieved the condition for a short time. I also had very poor sleep, as if I could not physically force myself to sleep even when I was very tired. It was the most terrible period in my life, I turned to psychotherapists, but Aderall and the like are prohibited in my country, as a result, I was prescribed antidepressants, but they did not help me. Then, gradually, distracting every 5 seconds, I began to study the literature on dopamine, I highly recommend Dopamine Nation from Anna Lembke. Now I'm literally 100 times more focused with no medication at all, I was just at the pinnacle of pursuing quick pleasures. It breaks my heart that so many people think they have ADHD when they don't. And I understand why they don't believe when I was obsessed with this idea and ADHD was convenient and would seem to be the only reason why I would balk, if someone told me it was because of the abuse I would say that they went crazy and nothing do not understand.